Cried in the morning when I was checking with Carmen. She kept on telling me to keep calm but at last the result was unexpected.....I burst into tears
Just cannot believe it, I GOT SELECTED FOR NATIONAL SERVICE... Didn't want to go, heard many of them finding many reasons to not go, but then when I came back home, kinda got brain-washed from mummy and I'm now kinda fine to face with it. It's ok, I think I'll just go but then I still have some problem to face I guess when I am in the camp....
Will find a way to get rid of it...... this is such a "OMG" in my life..... no one should spoil my 18th year old!!
Monday, July 11, 2011
Thursday, June 23, 2011
flew off!
SFA football was fun but then Seladang got 3rd. I had fun kicking the ball (although I didn't get it many times), still enjoyed running here and there. I was in the game three times. Was a striker the first time but I guess I was doing badly so I was just then a defender in the 2nd and 3rd set. There were many embarrassing moments....(I guess that was the most embarrassing one in my life), I fell many many times and one of my shoe flew away once when I fell.....OH MY GOD!!! Everyone saw it and it was just so ........!!! But I did have fun playing football for the first time in my life. I wasn't a good sticker indeed and I missed a goal...Almost....into...the...goal......! and I fell...like again.... Conclusion for SFA football, I fell countless times. Wait for updates for the next SFA event, netball!!
Monday, May 2, 2011
a royal one
It's a royal wedding!!!
It's 29th of April and I was sitting in front of the tv after coming back from inter-house dance competition (without taking my bath, changing into fresh clothes..... nothing.... I'm a dirty girl), but then I was too excited to watch the live on tv, I guess.The flower girls and pageboys were sooooooooo cuuutttteeeee!!!! Of course, the bride was pretty too! The groom is....balding... Ahem hem, nothing to do with it, but he's still good looking. Such a sweet couple!! The whole world is full with the ROYAL HOTNESS till now!! GO WILLIAM AND KATE!!
It's 29th of April and I was sitting in front of the tv after coming back from inter-house dance competition (without taking my bath, changing into fresh clothes..... nothing.... I'm a dirty girl), but then I was too excited to watch the live on tv, I guess.The flower girls and pageboys were sooooooooo cuuutttteeeee!!!! Of course, the bride was pretty too! The groom is....balding... Ahem hem, nothing to do with it, but he's still good looking. Such a sweet couple!! The whole world is full with the ROYAL HOTNESS till now!! GO WILLIAM AND KATE!!
Friday, April 22, 2011
Memories
Just went through the vle and found that they posted a picture about the "glory" moment in my academic life (till now). This is during the releasing of my PMR results. I meant after that and we took this picture. But something happened to my cert when I was taking the photo. I guess I was too excited and I accidentally tore the side of my cert....ya, but it's kept very well now in my certificate book.
Saw me?? No?? Have a closer look with this one down here....
Saw now?? Nvm, I am the one at the left behind the red shirt guy..... and if you see closer, you can see the paper strip falling from my result certificate.
Whatever it is, may my SPM result be that good too, and will have another "glory" moment. Bless me!! =)
Saw me?? No?? Have a closer look with this one down here....
Saw now?? Nvm, I am the one at the left behind the red shirt guy..... and if you see closer, you can see the paper strip falling from my result certificate.Whatever it is, may my SPM result be that good too, and will have another "glory" moment. Bless me!! =)
Don't think I'm not
Finally, I'm somehow important in someone's life.
They finally "saw" my important-ness for me to appear in their life
to those people who still think I'm just an extra fellow standing in front of you walking here and there, talking bout nonsense to some "ghost" which you think you don't have to bother listening and was all the time laughing for nothing..... you will feel it one day.
Well, the above mention came deep down from my heart and had been hiding in there for like soooooo long ago, and yeah. I really think that I was somehow transparent and unimportant so some people sometimes or maybe even all the time, but then I swear, some people had just realize me and they knew how useful am I now. HAHAHAHAHA!!! JUST FEELING LIKE LAUGHING!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
To those people who "found" me, let me brighten up ur day with light and to those people who didn't even notice me, let me be the ghost which appears in ur room late night to scare you one day. hahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They finally "saw" my important-ness for me to appear in their life
to those people who still think I'm just an extra fellow standing in front of you walking here and there, talking bout nonsense to some "ghost" which you think you don't have to bother listening and was all the time laughing for nothing..... you will feel it one day.
Well, the above mention came deep down from my heart and had been hiding in there for like soooooo long ago, and yeah. I really think that I was somehow transparent and unimportant so some people sometimes or maybe even all the time, but then I swear, some people had just realize me and they knew how useful am I now. HAHAHAHAHA!!! JUST FEELING LIKE LAUGHING!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
To those people who "found" me, let me brighten up ur day with light and to those people who didn't even notice me, let me be the ghost which appears in ur room late night to scare you one day. hahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Monday, April 11, 2011
Words hidden deep inside my heart:
I got to say that I literally hate what is happening in my life now. Especially things that are happening in school. Sports practice, sports day, home works, projects that benefits nothing (but still have to do)........
Form 5 this year and I find myself still relaxing = playing around, and doing stuff that has got nothing related to my revision for SPM. And I've got only few more months to catch up, WHAT IS HAPPENING!!!!!!
I need to stop those nonsense here.
Well from this second onwards, I won't be attending any gathering or party, no going out with anyone to do anything not related to my work, no watching tv, no twitter, no movie time ......NOTHING !!!!!
I just don't like what I've got to do now. Hope these things past quickly and leave me time for myself and my "stuff".
GO AWAY "NONSENSE"!!!!!
I got to say that I literally hate what is happening in my life now. Especially things that are happening in school. Sports practice, sports day, home works, projects that benefits nothing (but still have to do)........
Form 5 this year and I find myself still relaxing = playing around, and doing stuff that has got nothing related to my revision for SPM. And I've got only few more months to catch up, WHAT IS HAPPENING!!!!!!
I need to stop those nonsense here.
Well from this second onwards, I won't be attending any gathering or party, no going out with anyone to do anything not related to my work, no watching tv, no twitter, no movie time ......NOTHING !!!!!
I just don't like what I've got to do now. Hope these things past quickly and leave me time for myself and my "stuff".
GO AWAY "NONSENSE"!!!!!
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Went to the grave to visit granny last Sunday, felt happy tough in the morning. This time was with my cousin (finally she's back). Packed all the stuff and started out journey.
Promised Shawn and Emily to get them ice-cream over there (we buy ice-cream there every year) but them at last I saved the money coz granpa belanja-ed us!! Uncle bought KFC and McD nuggets, had a wonderful time there.
Cleaned the rubbish - leaves around granny's grave and started praying. Burned those boxes of "gift" for granny and MAKAN TIME!! =)
Later, we went to Kajang to have some satay. Yummy..... but they have bad service.
Good one this year. Looking forward to next year's.
Promised Shawn and Emily to get them ice-cream over there (we buy ice-cream there every year) but them at last I saved the money coz granpa belanja-ed us!! Uncle bought KFC and McD nuggets, had a wonderful time there.
Cleaned the rubbish - leaves around granny's grave and started praying. Burned those boxes of "gift" for granny and MAKAN TIME!! =)
Later, we went to Kajang to have some satay. Yummy..... but they have bad service.
Good one this year. Looking forward to next year's.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
1st and last
It was disappointing tough
We got 3rd for badminton at Games Carnival.
Feeling very not good
Expected the gold at first but it turned up to be a failure
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!! Couldn't accept the fact! I really want the gold!
Anywayz, things happened during the game. Diyana twisted her ankle....
but then it's not her fault, no one wanted that to happen...
This is said to be my first and last Games Carnival coz I never played any sports before in Games Carnival. So this will me my precious and special year for me to create memories in Cempaka in my life. but then the memories I created wasn't that sweet and nice......... =(
Pn Siti cheered for me!!!! hehe, she was one of the lives-man when I was playing. hehe......
Thanks to the people who cheered for me too. I heard lots of people shouting my name when I was in the court!!
Felt like a pro badminton player with lots of fans. Kinda happy with that but still the result.....
still cannot accept it.
Will get through it few days later, I think..but then this will be my best and memorable badminton competition in my life, I guess.
will be my last badminton competition too...........hope not. I want more. It's fun!!
*felt like my efforts on this badminton competition is worthless.....
better than nothing......
Whatever still, BADMINTON IS THE BEST SPORT IN THE WORLD!!!
We got 3rd for badminton at Games Carnival.
Feeling very not good
Expected the gold at first but it turned up to be a failure
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!! Couldn't accept the fact! I really want the gold!
Anywayz, things happened during the game. Diyana twisted her ankle....
but then it's not her fault, no one wanted that to happen...
This is said to be my first and last Games Carnival coz I never played any sports before in Games Carnival. So this will me my precious and special year for me to create memories in Cempaka in my life. but then the memories I created wasn't that sweet and nice......... =(
Pn Siti cheered for me!!!! hehe, she was one of the lives-man when I was playing. hehe......
Thanks to the people who cheered for me too. I heard lots of people shouting my name when I was in the court!!
Felt like a pro badminton player with lots of fans. Kinda happy with that but still the result.....
still cannot accept it.
Will get through it few days later, I think..but then this will be my best and memorable badminton competition in my life, I guess.
will be my last badminton competition too...........hope not. I want more. It's fun!!
*felt like my efforts on this badminton competition is worthless.....
better than nothing......
Whatever still, BADMINTON IS THE BEST SPORT IN THE WORLD!!!
Saturday, March 19, 2011
tear
I suppose that it was the most "tearful" birthday of all.
I cried a lot yesterday, I mean A LOT...
I was watching is program about collecting donations for the victims in Japan at Taiwan where all the stars and artists came out do do something.....
they showed some short videos about the Japanese suffering from the cold weather and was raining at the same time..... especially the elderly.
Some were even crying looking at their house had been destroyed.
I just dunno why, tears kept rolling down from my eyes....
They are just pitiful, elderly crying and looking for their family members..... cannot really take the fact
But very happy to see that everyone was working together to get over this, none of them actually got angry and wanted to give up
I'm touched
Keep it up Japan, I'll pray for you!!Don't give up, tomorrow is a brighter day =)
With love
I cried a lot yesterday, I mean A LOT...
I was watching is program about collecting donations for the victims in Japan at Taiwan where all the stars and artists came out do do something.....
they showed some short videos about the Japanese suffering from the cold weather and was raining at the same time..... especially the elderly.
Some were even crying looking at their house had been destroyed.
I just dunno why, tears kept rolling down from my eyes....
They are just pitiful, elderly crying and looking for their family members..... cannot really take the fact
But very happy to see that everyone was working together to get over this, none of them actually got angry and wanted to give up
I'm touched
Keep it up Japan, I'll pray for you!!Don't give up, tomorrow is a brighter day =)
With love
Friday, March 18, 2011
my 17th bday!!!
Happy bday to me...
happy bday to me.....
happy bday to chin may......
happy birthday to me!!!!!
Yeah, my 1st day being 17 isn't really special....
was suppose to celebrate with May Ling and Mei Shin but May Ling turned me down in the morning just now.....
1st day being 17, went to school for add maths extra class....... -_-"
Sarah: WWWHHHHAAAAAATTTTTT?????
Chin May: yea...... tired of add math
it seems that I'm not gonna celebrate my 17th birthday, am such a loner
got pissed off with "her" and "her" for accusing me for nothing
I cried...
no one is planning to treat me meal or anything, ate chicken rice for "branch"
looking for food in my house now...
skyping with May Ling and she disappeared for about half and hour with the video on, dunno where is she
planning to study today..... how sad
Moving on to my birthday wishes!
1st wish: SUCCESSFULLY ACHIEVE 10 A's for my SPM!!!
2nd wish: SUCCESSFULLY ACHIEVE 10 A's for my SPM!!!
3rd wish: SUCCESSFULLY ACHIEVE 10 A's for my SPM!!!
I've got everything I want and I don't need anything else. The only thing I want is to get my 10A's for SPM. I've made all my three wishes which the same wish and hope that the power to let my dream come true is much much more stronger. WISH ME LUCK!!
Hoping someone will give me some surprize today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!!
happy bday to me.....
happy bday to chin may......
happy birthday to me!!!!!
Yeah, my 1st day being 17 isn't really special....
was suppose to celebrate with May Ling and Mei Shin but May Ling turned me down in the morning just now.....
1st day being 17, went to school for add maths extra class....... -_-"
Sarah: WWWHHHHAAAAAATTTTTT?????
Chin May: yea...... tired of add math
it seems that I'm not gonna celebrate my 17th birthday, am such a loner
got pissed off with "her" and "her" for accusing me for nothing
I cried...
no one is planning to treat me meal or anything, ate chicken rice for "branch"
looking for food in my house now...
skyping with May Ling and she disappeared for about half and hour with the video on, dunno where is she
planning to study today..... how sad
Moving on to my birthday wishes!
1st wish: SUCCESSFULLY ACHIEVE 10 A's for my SPM!!!
2nd wish: SUCCESSFULLY ACHIEVE 10 A's for my SPM!!!
3rd wish: SUCCESSFULLY ACHIEVE 10 A's for my SPM!!!
I've got everything I want and I don't need anything else. The only thing I want is to get my 10A's for SPM. I've made all my three wishes which the same wish and hope that the power to let my dream come true is much much more stronger. WISH ME LUCK!!
Hoping someone will give me some surprize today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!!
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
waste
I find extra classes during the holidays are a waste of time, really....
add maths class - 2 hours everyday from 8-10am
doing questions ONLY (does this counted as a revision??)
i need time to sleep, I NEED IT!!!
Anywayz, didn't turn up for the extra class today, but went for badminton training.
Reached there a bit late, but happy to see everyone was already there..... (except one)
started off, not that bad today but there is going to be a slight changes in my name list
some are not taking it seriously
so, WILL OMIT UR NAME FROM THE LIST!!!!!
Angry....
add maths class - 2 hours everyday from 8-10am
doing questions ONLY (does this counted as a revision??)
i need time to sleep, I NEED IT!!!
Anywayz, didn't turn up for the extra class today, but went for badminton training.
Reached there a bit late, but happy to see everyone was already there..... (except one)
started off, not that bad today but there is going to be a slight changes in my name list
some are not taking it seriously
so, WILL OMIT UR NAME FROM THE LIST!!!!!
Angry....
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
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